Friday, July 23, 2010

My "Landing Pad"


I sleep in a loft bed (above - please ignore my messy table/desk, and YES, that's Dusty looking for trouble) - you might notice my bed doesn't have a safety rail in the front.  No big deal, right???

Well, when my doctor told me I would be taking Atripla to combat my HIV, the one side effect he mentioned was that I may have "vivid dreams".  I immediately went home and read EVERYTHING online about the "vivid NIGHTMARES" some people experience while taking Atripla (big mistake), and I freaked out.


When I was a kid I was terrified of having "bad dreams".  I hated them so much that I developed the ability to literally stop my dream and wake myself up before things got too scary.  Unfortunately I haven't had to use this ability in ... oh, let's see, about 35 years - so I've long forgotten how I ever did it.  But my phobia of nightmares remains.

So the first night I took Atripla (most people take it before bed to lessen other side effects), I was nervous about having nightmares.  And then I realized I could conceivably have a nightmare, which could conceivable cause me to toss and turn in my bed which could conceivably cause me to fall out of bed and to the floor!  Yeah, I can be one paranoid Queen if I try hard enough.

So I looked around my room, and I remembered the stack of pillows just sitting there.  These are pillows I don't use on my bed (I LOVES lots of pillows) and they just sit on the floor in a nice pyramid...


So I had a brainstorm: every night before bed, I would create a "Landing Pad" of pillows just in case I fell out of my loft bed.  In the event of a "crash landing", I would at least be falling on something relatively soft (although I'm sure I would still bust a hip or at least break a nail or two)...


Here it is from above.  As you can see, Dusty found the trouble she was looking for...


Luckily, so far I haven't had any nightmares (or other "vivid dreams") - or any other side effects (knock on wood).  But I STILL lay out my Landing Pad before bed every night - just in case.